~Fourth Week of Class~

Today was a surprising day for me...why do I say that?? Well, it is because I heard from my friend, Jason that Pei Li is not teaching today...so I was like OMG!!! (Oh my god!!!)...At that moment, I was thinking "Is she sick??" or "She must be busy..." or "Something bad must had happened..."~~Those questions kept playing in my mind until I saw an unfamiliar face of a lecturer came into the class...When I first saw him, I got puzzled for a moment...I have no idea at all of who he is...oh dear~~Not long after that, I saw Pei Li entered the class and sat at the back..."Phew", that's my first reaction...I felt a huge sigh of relief after seeing her entering the class.

So, the lecturer who is teaching today introduced himself...to my surprise, he's Mr. Eric and he's actually the Peer Support Group (PSG) advisor!!! I met him last week at the meeting and now I have totally forgotten about it...Sigh~~How forgetful am I?? It took me quite some time before I am able to recall about seeing him last week...His teaching style is pretty different though and that is the time where I miss the moment of saying "You are awesome!!" to the people sitting beside me...Instead, he allows us to slap each other's face whenever anyone is dozin off during the lecture...Furthermore, he said that we must move around more..So, I was expecting tons of activities to be done in the class today...

Well, basically he taught about "Values" today...The word sounds somewhat easy but deep inside, it contains alot of meanings to our life...He shown everyone a video clip after the brief introduction and it got me dumbfounded on the spot~~Well, I was in total blurness of the video clip contents at first but after watching the whole clip; I started to recall about the contents once I saw the questions on the slides...It got me thinking although I did not tell Mr. Eric of my opinions...As usual, I was afraid...I always felt quite awkward to speak up about my opinions...I know that my self-confidence is still low but at least I dare to tell my friends this time around...Thus, I hope I can build on the weakness gradually from now on...

Besides, I did an activity with a group consisting of 6 people including myself...I was pretty sad at first because I wasted quite some time to find a good group...somehow, I managed to get a group and we started a bit late on the activity...Basically, we all are required to arrange the pictures given in our own sequence...Actually, it was a really funny experience though...first, we all struggled to get into a group...then, we all argued where the religion part should be put on...I still remember at one point, Grace said "we must put religion at first because it's really important to us"...Haha~~However, lots of objections came though and we end up putting it at the 6th priority...

Overall, it is a great experience as I finally understand the true values that I really have when I am doing the activity...not to say I understand all the values I have but at least I have gained insight of myself about the values that I have never realized all the while...it was a simple yet meaningful activity...today's lesson is really important as it awakened me of the hidden meanings of "Values"...It's not really hidden meanings but it's the underlying fact behind the words "V.A.L.U.E.S"...